demon's life!

哎哟，我快要死了啦！！！

惨了惨了，

这几个礼拜都很晚才睡觉。

每天都几乎在三点才入睡，

早上八点就起身！

相信如果我能顺利毕业，

五年后将会一命呼呼~

每天这么晚睡，

肝脏迟早衰竭呀~

我不要，

我要恢复凡人的生活，

我不要再过着这种魔鬼般的日子！

new place

haha, i really wanna wanna move to new place d~

my new room,

is waiting for me now~

so happy~

but,

don noe ll failure again o nt?

haiz~ so scary~

ady 3times d~

tis was the 4th times~

wish i ll success~

thx my god~

时间真的能够让人淡忘一切？time, really make people forget everything?

一颗原本已经平复的心，

在你再次发来的短讯那一刻，

又再次开始活跃的跳动起来~

续上次那件事情之后，

其实我已经尽量让自己不再胡思乱想，

把伤害减到最低的程度。

原来，

时间真的能够让人淡忘一切，

但，那也只是门面上的功夫，

内心，始终还是会存留着一些伤痕，

一些可能使你“刻骨铭心”的伤痕~

其实，

在你简讯来的那一霎那，

理论上我是应该感到开心的，

毕竟你还记得我这朋友，

但事与愿违，

我却感到有点伤心，

这感觉，不像平时的那类型，

怪怪的，总之就是很难以形容……

是你，

总往往在我已经好不容易的情况下恢复了自我的时候，

却偏偏帮我打了一只针。

这只针，并不是那种所谓的强心针，

而是一种打了之后令人回想起伤心的是的“致命针”……

当我在无助时，

需要到你的支持，

而你却偏偏无法出现，无法及时给予~

听你说要补回上次请我吃的那一餐，

开心是有，但也只是那一瞬间……

我最无法认同的事，

是我竟然在默默地挽拒着你……

哎，我到底是干嘛了？？？

好乱啊……

或许是哪怕在“原谅”你的那一霎那，

又突然让你打了一只针，

让我有坠落于伤心之中~

这使得我开始对你产生了一层的保护层了~

我真得好累了，好累了……

就为了要维持一段友谊~

有时，真希望自己能够瞬间失忆，

或许是来得有些懦弱，逃避，

但毕竟能把那些不好的记忆抹去，

也未曾不是一件好事~

不想了，一切就交给命运吧，

但愿，

我们友谊……永固……

One which is already reeling from heart,

In the SMS sent by you again that moment,

Become active again beating up ~

That continued last thing, the

In fact, I have try without getting cranky,

To minimize the extent of the injury.

It turned out that

Time, people really forget everything,

But, that's just a show on the effort,

Heart, and always will still retained a number of injuries,

Some may make you "never forget" the scars ~

In fact, the

Come in your newsletter that moment,

In theory I should feel happy,

After all, you remember my friend,

But it did not,

I am a bit sad,

This feeling was not the usual type,

Strange, in short, is a very indescribable ... ...

You,

Total often the case I have finally restored the self-time,

Has chosen to help me hit a pin.

Only needle, not the kind of so-called booster,

But a beat reminiscent of sad is that after the "fatal needle" ... ...

When I was helpless, the

Need to go to your support,

Has chosen to not appear and you can not provide timely ~

You say you want to listen to pay back the last of which invited me to eat meals

Happy is yes, but it is just that moment ... ...

I can not agree with most things,

I even refused to quietly pull forward to your ... ...

Hey, I am in the end is Why it? ? ?

Good chaos ah ... ...

Perhaps even in the "forgive" Your At that moment,

Suddenly you hit a needle,

Let me fall in sorrow among ~

This makes I began to create a layer of your protective layer of the ~

I really get tired, and tired of ... ...

In order to maintain a friendship on ~

Sometimes, I really wish I could instant amnesia,

Perhaps there is too weak to escape,

But, after all, be able to erase the memory of those poor,

Is also not a good thing ~

Do not want to, and everything to the fate of the bar,

Let us hope that

Our Friendship ... ... ... ... Permanent.........

study hard

im tired,

but i cnt slp nw~

2mr gt test for malaysian study....

although all r talking abt m'sia history,

and i noe wat's it trying to explain abt,

i til cnt memorize all of it~

die d 2mr~

wat should i do?

haiz~

study hard lor...

is fact d~

final project & assignment!

mid-term exam was coming soon~
haiz, if nt my fren telling me,
i think tht i ll fail tht exam...
haiz..
a~~~~~~~
a lot of final projects n assignment given d~
haiz~
we rush and rush la~
but, til cnt finish it~ haiz~
when cn i finish it?
haiz~ haiz~ haiz laaaa~~

wat happen..? T.T

i~ really tired at all~

since the result came out,

u til hvn rpy me any msg although i hd sent a lot msgs for u~

guy, wat happen btw u n me?

izzit u angry at the matter tht i teach u on BM subject,

finally it cause gt like suck result?

haiz~ may u giv me some respond,

i really don noe wat was happen?

since jus now Poh called me,

i jus noe tht when u noe ur bm gt D gred,

u felt sad n try to cry in sch...

i was vry hurt tht abt ur tis action...

don like tis,

all was over...

look forward pls, tis was jus most important...

don jus stay on tis moment!

besides tht, u tis action hv giv me some kink,

is really tht u wan to make our frenship b broken?

the strength btw our frenship is really so weak?

or else...

anyway, i hope tht i ll gt ur respond as soon as possible...

i really cherish to our frenship~

sincerely~

congra!

hui, congra to u n cong 1st~

gt a nice result wor- straight A ~

hope u o cn apply the wat wat wat la~

haha... 4gt the name d~

wish both of u 2 cn go to U directly~

don waste the time in F6 lea~

kampatek la~

+U+U

result out!

2day, i gt my result from my 2ndary sch...

im sad~

cuz i gt a worst result...

i really cnt expect n imagine tht tht was my real exam result...

i ask myself suddenly,

is it was mine?

or i took wrong result paper?

after i double confirm it,

its truth, its really was my result...

i cal my mum at the moment...

im noe she's fel sad too after heard my result,

but the way she's trying to console me as wel...

ai, is fact d, i told myself...

i cnt changed anythgs ady although i fel sad...

i should trying to accept it it was fact~

my dear god,

wats the problem?

is really tht im nt so work hard?

or jus tis was my fate?

now, the only cn decribe my feeling is SADNESS!!!

ai~

ai~

ai~

y u escape from me?!!1

hey, y u keep on escape from me after u gtting ur result?

izzit u fel to shy to face me abt ur result?

don do like tht k?

i ll vry wry abt u...

i noe ur bm cnt credit it,

n make u fel trouble now,

cuz u cnt go to F6 d...

pls don make urself too stress k...

i noe mayb tis words u ll fel vry hate it after u heard it...

cuz u ll thought tht i ady go to college den no nid so care abt it,

but the way u should so cuz u mus go to F6...

actually im nt so pro tht as gd as u think~

i gt worst result too~

don like tht k...

now u should doing once is try to resit or remark ur paper,

tht were the only way for u d...

i noe resit ll take a lot of time of u,

but no choice d...

but u should think like tht is,

after resit it u may gt a better result than now as wel as mine~

den u may continue ur F6 d...

bro, don escape me ady k...

take care...

bad broadband!!!

haiz, tis was a really worst broadband yar!

cnt upload photo once,

walao!

wat such broadband lea...!

haiz~

sometimes til disconnect!

haiz~

regret to buy it,

cuz it most cheaper in all broadband d~

is realize tht,

便宜无好货！！！！

body check

tis few days,

oh nope...

is tis weeks,

my head keep on fel dizzy suddenly...

don noe wat happen~

seen like wanna pengsan~

so scare abt it,

so i wanna do body check~ i wan it!

友情这棵树上只结一个果子，叫做信任~

现代人的友谊，很坚固又很脆弱。它是人间的宝藏，需我们珍爱。友谊的不可传递性，决定了它是一部孤本的书。我们可以和不同的人有不同的友谊，但我们不会和同一个人有不同的友谊。友谊是一条越掘越深的巷道，没有回头路可以走的，刻骨铭心的友谊也如仇恨一样，没齿难忘。
　　友情这棵树上只结一个果子，叫做信任。红苹果只留给灌溉果树的人品尝。别的人摘下来尝一口，很可能酸倒了牙。
　　友谊之链不可继承，不可转让，不可贴上封条保存起来而不腐烂，不可冷冻在冰箱里永远新鲜。
　　友谊需要滋养。有的人用钱，有的人用汗，还有的人用血。友谊是很贪婪的，绝不会满足于餐风饮露。友谊是最简朴同时也是最奢侈的营养，需要用时间去灌溉。友谊必须述说，友谊必须倾听，友谊必须交谈的时刻双目凝视，友谊必须倾听的时分全神贯注。友谊有的时候是那样脆弱，一句不经意的言辞，就会使大厦顷刻倒塌。友谊有的时候是那样容易变质，一个未经证实的传言，就会让整盆牛奶变酸。这个世界日新月异。在什么都是越现代越好的年代里，唯有友谊，人们保持着古老的准则。朋友就像文物，越老越珍贵。
　　礼物分两种，一种是实用的，一种是象征性的。
　　我喜欢送实用的礼物。
　　不单是因为它可为朋友提供立等可取的服务功能，更因为我的利己考虑。
　　此刻我们是朋友，十年以后不一定是朋友。
　　就算你耿耿忠心，对方也许早已淡忘。
　　速朽的礼物，既表达了我此时此刻的善意，又给予朋友可果腹可悦目可哈哈一笑或是凝神端详的价值，虽是一次性的，也留下美好的瞬间，我心足矣。象征久远意义的礼物，若是人家不珍惜这份友谊了，留着就是尴尬。或丢或毁，都是物件的悲哀，我的心在远处也会颤抖。
　　若是给自己的礼物，还是具有象征意义的好。比如一块石子一片树叶，在别人眼里那样普通，其中的美妙含义只有自己知晓。
　　电话簿是一个储存朋友的魔盒，假如我遇到困难，就要向他们发出求救信号。一种畏惧孤独的潜意识，像冬眠的虫子蛰伏在心灵的旮旯。人生一世，消失的是岁月，收获的是朋友。虽然我有时会几天不同任何朋友联络，但我知道自己牢牢地粘附于友谊网络之中。
　　利害关系这件事，实在是交友的大敌。我不相信有永久的利益，我更珍视患难与共的友谊。长留史册的，不是锱铢必较的利益，而是肝胆相照的情分，和朋友坦诚的交往，会使我们留存着对真情的敏感，会使我们的眼睛抹去云翳，心境重新开朗。

没有朋友不算悲哀,悲哀的是失去自己!

tis essay, is really suitable for me, pls read through it~

it seen like describe hw i make frens wif other...

i vry vry luv the las sentences~ i agree it vry much~

it cn saw it btw me n soon~ is really~ haha~

这一阵子，我接触到很多关于友情的问题，使我突然觉得,友情在一些人心目中所占的分量，似乎比我平常所想到的要多许多倍。我发现，这些为友情困恼不已的人，在心里上有两个因素。一个因素是寂寞，另一个因素是太缺少自信。寂寞使一个人把全部生活的重心都放在友情上，缺少自信使一个人对友情患得患失到无以复加的程度，以致一旦失去了友情，他们就找不到自己。

没有一个人不知道重要，但是，在我遇到这几位为友情困恼的朋友之后，我觉得，如果一个人太倚赖友情，那他从友情所得来的并不是快乐，而是更多的苦恼。我们经常在谈话中强调“一个人把快乐寄托在别人身上，总难免会失望。”这“别人”包括所有的人——朋友、父母、子女、夫妻，一切...交朋友，应该。爱朋友，可以。为朋友付出一切，值得！但是，你不能没有自己。不但要有自己，而且要信赖自己！因此，我想要修正大家所经常相信的一个观念，我要劝大家不要总是主动地去企求友情，而是要让友情自动地来临。引用一部法国电影里的话，一个人如果朋友多了，就没有朋友了！你可以与朋友处在一种互相吸引的地位，最好是让自己先具备足够吸引朋友的条件。换句话说，先要充实自己，让自己有光芒。这样，在交友方面，你才进可以攻，退可以守，你才不会为友情忧虑紧张，不可终日。换句话说，要用吸引力去交朋友，而不要施舍恩惠或阿谀的方法去求朋友。

不要希望每一个人都是你的朋友，友情应该听其自然。爱朋友，喜欢朋友，用诚意去对待朋友，但不要倚赖朋友，更不要苛求朋友。能做到这几点你才可以享受到交友的快乐。维持友情的另一要诀是“保持距离”。无论两个人怎样要好，彼此之间那点应有的尊敬总是不可少的。许多人，和朋友一熟，就不分彼此了。当初认识时的那点礼貌与分寸也不注意了。朋友一到了互相没有敬意，不注意礼貌与分寸的时候，就快要发生误会与磨擦了。

shi min bday

2day is shi min's birthday,

wish her happy 4ever wor~

pretty 4ever too~

haha~

frenship 4ever la,

4gt d~

cham~

haiz~

y i keep on cnt upload my photo d?

izzit the problem of my line,

or d internet?

but,

i found tht both din hv any problem,

haiz~

y like these d?

yyyy????

stay at sch... T.T

haiz, 2day is the 2nd time i stay bac at sch until 9p.m more d~

tired...

hungry...

my dinner, hvn take yet~

sth dizzy d~

mayb is too hungry ba~

in order to finish the assignments~

haha~

actually is lazy to do it lo,

so tht until now jus rush to it~

ish,

i begin to hate the figure study subject d~

too much ppl should we draw....

4mulae-- a lot~

haiz~ y like tht d~

luckily im nt taking illustrated or digital animation,

if nt,

until tht time i really ll CRAZY yar~

now, til at sch,

using the wifi to online...

typing the blog~

cuz too sianz~

actually,

i don noe wat im typing abt~ haha~

if u felt confuse to it,

pls don blame me~

cuz im really too dizzy~ haha~

thx for my bro, S00N~

luv it, thx~

Soon, thx for ur birthday gift tis year~

is really useful for me when i study in K.L~

but i really don noe tht y u nid choose pink color...

perhaps is 4low by ur spirit at tht time or jus wan make me funny to it~

anyway, thx la~

i read ur msg d jus now~

i realize tht our frenship distance is really further more n more d~

u til care abt our identity~

actually u no nid fel too mind to gif i sent u every year~

price is nt everything~

bside tht, i noe tht u til care abt tht matter abt the car~

told u d, don think too much~

is nth once~

ai, don noe the reason...

y we keep on fail hv a gathering~

always ll b block by some urgent thgs suddenly~

tis was the 4th times we cnt meet d~

haha~ when u said u wan treat me, i gt felt happy but jus at a time~

don noe the reason, mayb i realize tht it won success~

keke~ now, turn truth d~

haha~ actually, i hv ponder tht wan u cancel ur stand treat, cuz i don wan disappointed to it again n sav ur money better la~

now the economy is nt so stable too~

u, color ur hair too~

had been changed~ haha~ totally changed~ keke~

in my life, u gradually disappear n the scope of the circle of the frens missing~

there is no long the thought of u~

don noe wat to say d, is nt miserable to it, is nt happy to it so~

jus like feeling which is losing a best fren, great bro~

set an adage, FRENSHIP 4EVER~