在你再次发来的短讯那一刻，
又再次开始活跃的跳动起来~
续上次那件事情之后，
其实我已经尽量让自己不再胡思乱想，
把伤害减到最低的程度。
原来，
时间真的能够让人淡忘一切，
但，那也只是门面上的功夫，
内心，始终还是会存留着一些伤痕，
一些可能使你“刻骨铭心”的伤痕~
其实，
在你简讯来的那一霎那，
理论上我是应该感到开心的，
毕竟你还记得我这朋友，
但事与愿违，
我却感到有点伤心，
这感觉，不像平时的那类型，
怪怪的，总之就是很难以形容……
是你，
总往往在我已经好不容易的情况下恢复了自我的时候，
却偏偏帮我打了一只针。
这只针，并不是那种所谓的强心针，
而是一种打了之后令人回想起伤心的是的“致命针”……
当我在无助时，
需要到你的支持，
而你却偏偏无法出现，无法及时给予~
听你说要补回上次请我吃的那一餐，
开心是有，但也只是那一瞬间……
我最无法认同的事，
是我竟然在默默地挽拒着你……
哎，我到底是干嘛了？？？
好乱啊……
或许是哪怕在“原谅”你的那一霎那，
又突然让你打了一只针，
让我有坠落于伤心之中~
这使得我开始对你产生了一层的保护层了~
我真得好累了，好累了……
就为了要维持一段友谊~
有时，真希望自己能够瞬间失忆，
或许是来得有些懦弱，逃避，
但毕竟能把那些不好的记忆抹去，
也未曾不是一件好事~
不想了，一切就交给命运吧，
但愿，
我们友谊……永固……
One which is already reeling from heart,
In the SMS sent by you again that moment,
Become active again beating up ~
That continued last thing, the
In fact, I have try without getting cranky,
To minimize the extent of the injury.
It turned out that
Time, people really forget everything,
But, that's just a show on the effort,
Heart, and always will still retained a number of injuries,
Some may make you "never forget" the scars ~
In fact, the
Come in your newsletter that moment,
In theory I should feel happy,
After all, you remember my friend,
But it did not,
I am a bit sad,
This feeling was not the usual type,
Strange, in short, is a very indescribable ... ...
You,
Total often the case I have finally restored the self-time,
Has chosen to help me hit a pin.
Only needle, not the kind of so-called booster,
But a beat reminiscent of sad is that after the "fatal needle" ... ...
When I was helpless, the
Need to go to your support,
Has chosen to not appear and you can not provide timely ~
You say you want to listen to pay back the last of which invited me to eat meals
Happy is yes, but it is just that moment ... ...
I can not agree with most things,
I even refused to quietly pull forward to your ... ...
Hey, I am in the end is Why it? ? ?
Good chaos ah ... ...
Perhaps even in the "forgive" Your At that moment,
Suddenly you hit a needle,
Let me fall in sorrow among ~
This makes I began to create a layer of your protective layer of the ~
I really get tired, and tired of ... ...
In order to maintain a friendship on ~
Sometimes, I really wish I could instant amnesia,
Perhaps there is too weak to escape,
But, after all, be able to erase the memory of those poor,
Is also not a good thing ~
Do not want to, and everything to the fate of the bar,
Let us hope that
Our Friendship ... ... ... ... Permanent.........
